Never have distances seemed so long and cold and lonely. It will continue to glow in the same amount as when we first met. You make me believe that love is true, I have a soulmate, and she is you. Your living with me, despite how short it was, was the happiest I had ever been. I cannot even think about anyone else taking your place, and the fact that I will have to settle for that or live alone is what convinces me that I will never marry. Despite all of the immense pain, I still firmly believe that it is better to have love and lost, than never to have loved at all. We have been through so much in the past couple of years.
We had a fight because I brought up the letter. Your beautiful eyes captured my heart and your smile erased any and all doubts that I had ever experienced. If by the grace of God you would ever give me another chance some day, you would see how you and He have changed me for the better, and that despite all the pain, it was worth enduring because I am the woman of your dreams. I do not know how this happen, it just did, the burning fire inside caught a strong wind. Zero degrees down here, July above. You will know how I feel about you from the expression on my face. I do not love you because I want to use you.
I think about all those cute little things, Such joy and contentment your smile always brings. I know I have not written any letters in months. That's because the light is coming from you. You did not wished me properly on my birthday and I was angry with you and sad about us. Though here is a word of warning--you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Even though your incessant pursuit for truth ended up causing me to lose you, I admire you for finding it. Angela, you're an angel in disguise.
His eyes and his speech have me locked in a spell A hard time will follow I know all too well, The wonder and promise of what could be, If only the courage and words would come to me. When I go to sleep at night I want to feel your arms holding me, protecting me from the world. No one has ever touched my life like you and I could not take the chance of adding more baggage if in the future, God brings us together. So either God is deaf and blind or he is testing my faith. Having to tell you Good Night and return home without you was the hardest thing that I have ever had to do in my life. You came into my world and turned it upside down.
See also: We will build our own little kingdom where our love can run free, without any judgments and restraints. The pain I feel at losing you is intense. I love the man of God that you are, and what you are striving to be. Easy restraint is not among my talents, Fall turned to Winter and I came to you. And if the other person throws it away? You deserve perfection and I feel very scared, As I worry I'll hurt you when your feeling are bared. So you let those ghosts out in that best piece of your heart that you give to someone.
After I started loving you, I have not asked anything for me from God but everything for you. No, they are not you Hector, but they care, and they are here in the physical. Or doesn't want it to begin with? However, if you're still struggling to write a romantic letter, I can help with a few ideas. I am always conscious of my nearness to you, your presence never leaves me. I feel my life is over now without her. Things seem tense, hard to bare, and you feel like you are getting through each agonizing millisecond by the skin of your teeth.
If it happens, it'll be guaranteed he or she won't be the one you've longed for. I want you to see what I see and I want to hold your hand and walk in streets with yellowed fallen leaves. So why is it so hard to accept emotionally? You could cease to be obsessed with the idea of being interesting. You made me feel beautiful and capable. I picture you there sat next to me, Like you were yesterday with a smile of great glee. No matter what the future holds for us I will love you until the end of time, and beyond. I have told you many times, reasons, but they are not good enough.
So much I knew, yet so much I wanted to learn. I will never, ever, ever, take you for granted again. I pray that we continue to grow in christ and in love. This is destiny; this is love. I t is totally beyond understanding. I remember the way you smiled as I fumbled through asking you out.
Because any other way is cowardice. That will be our Eden where our souls can be together for eternity. You always gave me the best advice. You will know I love you because we will be intellectually compatible. I was born and raised by the sea in a small town in the Mediterranean. There is little peace when you fall asleep next to me - I tried so hard to comfort you knowing that you are suffering so much because of me, but I can still feel you hurting.
You knew just the words to say to put me at ease and when your hand reached out to hold mine, I realized that I had found my future, my soul-mate and the love that I had always dreamed of discovering. I feel it when you hold my hand. I would give my life to take back the hurt. My blood still runs cold with the memory of that moment. Im so sure that you're the one, With you i feel life's just begun.